Why not call muttons at midnight instead? They'll love to hear you rant. irdfkwawet.
I should really be asleep now, but here I am on the laptop, writing rubbish on my cobweb infested blog. FYP's been a pain in my scrotum because I hate reading articles, I hate running trials, I hate writing up a final report. I rmb my facilitator for Human Motor Control questioned our existence, like "why do we age? why do our cells degenerate? why do we need to do this and that? why do we live and die?" Yes the question is why do we live? Have you guys ever thought who the fuck created the universe(s) the solar system, why do creatures even exist and evolve? Why cant there be just the sun, the other planets, and no living shit at all, just rocks and debris floating around the milky way. I just think we're here for a greater reason then just to "live".  blah blah blah just random thoughts that run through my mind at random time.


Well my life is like on fast forward. I'm already into my 3rd year, and its the final semester. Soon enough i'll be serving the god damn nation, and on a serious note, I'm pretty lost after that. Sometimes I'm inspired to study hard, do my best and be serious about life. But on most days I just wanna enjoy myself. Laze around the house, hangout with my favorite bunch of people, listen to my favorite songs, play my favorite games, enjoy my favorite ice cream and take siestas. Some times I wish to be stress-less and be freed from all commitments. Some times I wanna skip school, some times I wanna hold my racket and play against the invincible wall. Some times I wish I could go back into the past where I could restart my life, change some of the decisions I've made, do the right things, say what I want and need to say. But I guess its too late for all that huh.


okay i'm writing all these because this whole line of ulcer in my mouth is killing me. It feels like a toothache, but im not sure if it is or not. The ulcer is like a LUMP, omfgbbqxx tumor. I keep biting on it because its right between the ridge of my upper and lower teeth. Damn you ulcer!! =/
Why should I even bother?
Dear Blogspot,
its been awhile since I last talked to you. Many things happened ever since I last posted something. I am almost halfway through my 4months break, and I've been sleeping early in the morning and waking up late in the day. I've been attending training in school, and I've been teaching small kids the art of Ping Pong. I've been thinking about my next semester in school and what it will be like with FYP. I've been having a good time with my Bromance boys, and sometimes I wish I was more like them. I've been upset and disappointed at times. I've been thinking about my future like NS and entry into a university. I've been sick, like right now I'm down with a stupid Flu. I've been having weird dreams, random ttm. I've been questioning myself about random stuff. I've been thinking about how life would be if I didnt make a certain choice. Sigh. Well I've been spending my days doing all the "I've been" and thinking about the "what if's". So 2 more months to the start of school. Maybe I should do something productive aye?  Maybe? Maybe not.


As of 6pm,  21st april 2010, I am officially free from washing pee bottles! Yes its the end of the _________ Trial. So my job now is to work on lit review, which btw is killing me since there's very little reference for the topic im "interested" in. Counting down 6 weeks to the end of this mayhem. Seriously, who the hell is loving their IIP? Looking forward to my 4 months break before the start of sem 2!



I was an hour an a half late for work today! Thank gooodness my supervisor didnt come check on me. Been sleeping late for the past few nights, so guess im gonna sleep early tonight!






Girls are just... Weird? Seriously.
Woke up at 0630 today. Decided to take a day off by giving the best fool-proof impromptu excuse I can think of - Mild Food Poisoning! Cause Mild Food Poisoning = No fever and I can get theatrical in front of the Doc thats gonna give me my MC. Feels good not going for attachment today. This is suppose to be a HOLIDAY! Stupid IIP. Other than learning about the procedures of a trial, and reading tonnes and tonnes of notes, I wash pee bottles and call people to ask if they want to be part of our database. Like some telemarketer. Retarded job scope. And yes 2 more days to Genting with Tracy :) A small getaway paving way to bigger and more exciting ones in the future!oh and you stupid kyser tan, didnt tell me you were planning on a trip too! If not we'll be able to go together! =/


Things have been good betweeen Fatty and me. She around raffles city to help her friend out at a cake shop. Ah she should just spend the day with me. hahah Maybe go look her up! 




So I was thinking if I should head down to the polyclinic at Clementi or the GP right under my house. Hmmm. Or download my own MC online? HAHA